uh oh. i think i just got my lover in trouble.
he got in trouble with the mom he went on his cpu hes not supppose to just to talk to me.
after about 2 hours he wrote thats his mom got him. im scared : what if i get him in toruble?
o noo....

im in love with that man. this awesome man.
we arent going out bc distance.
my ex (that i still like) asked me out.
idk what to do!
help???

I'm systematically poisoning the girrafe's water supply. By 2011 They will be EXTINCT! Just like I did with the dinosaurs.





Sincerely,

God.

Im So In Luv Wit This Girl But I Dunno Why Shed Want A Guy Like Me

He told me he really liked me. The next day he has a girlfriend, that isn't me. I...don't even know what I feel. I believe I'm emotionally numb. All my friends are asking me how I feel and telling me I'm not okay because I really liked him. He's the only person I've ever liked this much. I mean, I liked him so much that it scared me and I didn't know what to do... I missed my chance, I'm so dumb.
but I don't know what I feel. Except my heart is beating very slow. and I'm not reacting to things like I used to. I can't even eat anymore and it's so stupid, over a guy? How pathetic. I don't feel stupid or pathetic.

And now there is this really sweet guy who likes me. As I sit there and he's holding me I'm practically screaming at myself inside to feel something for him. I really want to, and I can't. I really don't want to hurt him. I'm nowhere near worth it and I need to make him realize that.

i honestly dont think i love him, but last time we broke up he had like a mental break down. i really dont want that to happen again. but i seriously am not in love with him anymore.

I have a crush on this guy in college..god, i relly like him, god knows how it all started...okay..im not sure whether im infatuated or m limerencing..really like him a LOT but Not Love..i jus like him the way he is..i feel like i know him and feel how he feels...He knows that i like him, n once he tried it but i screwed it up..i was rediculous, selfish, insecure, and thoughtless..i realize lots of things recently..its a good thing that i learn from this flirting error..i was kinda unable to control myself and is unconscious..i mke it too obvious but yet i wasn admitting to ppl tht i like him..contradicting attitude..thing is i tend to ignore and give cold shoulder to him sometimes..i "think" his not intrsted at all..i could have make it hapen..ther was at least glimmer of hope, but i was totally thoughtless..now recently i foun tht he was dating some1, they kissed (but fact is from unreliable source), im heartbroken... but i still feel somethin is hangin and explanations are required to clear up the complications that i have created.. but i dun't know how..im particularly affected becoz ive acted in the wrong way..i try my best to get him out of my brain becoz his not intrsted and if i was 2 c him wit the gal of coz ill feel like shit.. i rather not c him at all ever again.his leavin the college soon ..im kerazzy..insanity..thing is stuffs like tht only hapens in high school, but its happening to me, im goin to graduate frm uni next year..y m i like that?..well im not preety and not tht gud in seducing guys especially wen i like sum1..im good wen i dun like..emotions take me over..Im truly crazy..cant talk 2 any1 well this the best place.. :)

I did it on purpose but nobody knows....they just think it was an accident...

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND WEVE BEEN 4 YRS TOGETHER ON AND OFF EVERYTIME THE SUMMER COMES HE DICIDES TO LEAVE ME AND THEN COME BACK AND IM SO STUPID THAT I ALWAYS TAKE HIM BACK CUZ I REALLLY LOVE HIM AND I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING TO GO BACK WITH HIM . BUT THIS YEAR I TOLD HIM TO STOP MESSIMG WITH MY HEAD THAT IF HE BRAKES UP WITH ME 1 MORE TIME THATS IT IM NOT NO LITLE TOY TO BE PLAYING WITH. I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM BUT IM HAVING SECONDS TOUGHTS I REALLY DONT KNOW IF I STILL WANNA BE WITH HIM!! I DONT WANT TO LEAVE HIM EATHER I DONT KNOW I GUESS IM JUST SCARED TO BE ALONE OR I DONT KNOW? LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK??

I am in love but I cant tell him because i am scared that if he knows he can break my heart......but i want to be with him forever i just dotn know how to tell him.....